Is that their trick?

Sometimes you drift into dreams so that you can escape a storm. Feelings, you are not ready to feel. Things, you do not understand.

Other days, you are afraid of slipping into slumber cause it’ll lead you to another day…so quick! It’s going to be the same the next day and the next; for all you know, it might get worse. So you stay sheltered, cozily in the dark. You have done more than enough for a day and it’s too early before you can do it all again.

You sit in the balcony and it’s almost 5am. You see the light, lurking by the corners. And in that very moment, you know with utmost surety that they are wrong about darkness and about light.

They are wrong about so many things. All the time.

You wonder why they want to make you believe it.

Why do they believe in it?

Do they even know what they are talking about?

It’s a matter of perspective, isn’t it?

Sometimes we need the light to shine bright and sparkle up our hopes and dreams, other days we bloom in darkness cozy and safe.

Would we recognize light if we never dwell in darkness?

Is darkness really the kind of ‘dark’ that they have taught us about?

Is light always what they have made us believe that it is?

I don’t know. Maybe nobody knows.

And maybe…that is their trick.


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Seven Days B&W Pictures: Day#5


Seven days. Seven black and white photos of your life. No people. No explanation. Challenge someone new each day.

Hello Abby (Little Stories), you are welcome to try the challenge if you wish! 🙂

Something about Self-doubt

I cried for about an hour today. Then I called a friend and talked to her for another hour. Two hours of unrest and kiddish bellowing is what it took, for me to come back to my normal self.

Let me tell you why. It was because another friend (a relatively new person in my life) called me and said a few things implying that I’m indifferent and cold.

I took it in a playful manner until I realized that he really meant what he said. The words were right from his heart.

I told him nothing, apart from this that his perception is flawed (because it’s sketchy in the sense that he does not know me completely). Also, I am unable to understand his random ranter for the very same reason; I do not know him enough.

I said this but I didn’t really believe in it at that point. I asked myself quietly “Am I really a cold person?” and tears followed.

While I was on the phone I realized that this very unrest of mine is a counter to his perception. I am not cold, certainly not indifferent. Else, I would not have been sitting in my balcony, crying on the phone because someone called me a few mean things. My friend on the phone told me the same “You should not let this get to your heart cause you know it’s not true. He might be a good person but he is certainly not in a position from where he sees you as the person you really are.” 

We are all very different people and we should at all times be mindful of the same. Things are not always how they seem and so is the case with people. They are so much more than what we see. Just because someone wasn’t kind to you once, does not mean their heart is devoid of kindness and love. Someone said a few mean words does not lead to the conclusion that they are vile. Hasty conclusions are most often worth trash.

People take time. Friendship takes time. So should you, before you make a judgment.

Whether you like it or not other people will judge you. Mostly as the person, you are not. You might have done the same a lot of times, we are all human.

The point of my childish complaining being – Do not nurture self-doubt in your soul over flawed verdicts on your nature. You are not what other people define you to be. And if people are not patient enough to see you as the person you are really are, let them be. The fault is not yours.

We are all worthy of time and patience. Cut yourself some slack and be kind enough to allow other people the same.




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